sometimes , its not that i dont want to bother or am i trying to run away but then at least i know myself well enough , more than enough to understand . i dont find myself happy at all with this feeling in me , i dont feel blissful at all ): no , everything isnt what i wanted . you know it well and you know where i stand and where im coming from . i dont like the feeling . sometimes maybe ignorance is bliss and yes i agree . im tired , i really am ): at times , maybe i think that giving up will be good for all of us .